Can I safely say that I love college?
It's only been two weeks, but it already feels like I've been here forever.
I feel strangely so in place here, so comfortable. I immediately adjusted to this life.
I've nearly stopped daydreaming. I've met so many new people.
I'm determined to do well in my classes, not for my parents or expectations, but for myself this time.
I feel excited for my future. I feel ready to tackle the storms ahead.
I'm on this strange high.
I feel inspired.
I feel motivated.
I feel compelled.
I feel relaxed.
I feel active.
It feels almost like one of those very vivid dreams.
I think I can feel. I think I can get by. I think it'll all turn out for the best.
I'm apart of everything and yet still not completely here because I still can't believe I'm actually in college.
After waiting so long, working so hard, aiming for "college" that always seemed so distant, it's a peculiar thing to actually gain what you strove so much for.
I'm still afraid that I might wake up and find myself in Northridge.
I'm half-waiting for everything to go down the crap-hole.
Am I missing something?
1 comment:
i totallyyyy know what you mean. this is exactly how i felt to. i moved into this lifestyle so quickly it seems absurd that we ever lived with our parents and ever lived any other life. i love it and i don't ever want to leave.
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